.i can be so much more than this.

Mon, 03 Oct 2005 00:24:46 GMT

i know i say it all the time.. but then again i dont say it enough.. my friends are a huge par tof my life and i lov ethem all to death.. these are the girls i grow up with and i have so much fun with them and homecoming was amazing and and i LOVE Them aLL!!!

life does not have to be perfect to be wonderful !

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 05:43:02 GMT

lets just say for the record.. i cried today. i dont want you feelnig bad for me. thats not what this is here for. this is a place for me to tell everything. but its not supposed to be sad or depressing like some journals out there.. why waste time in your life looking at all the down things and writing about how horrible life is.. we have one chance to live it.. we have our whole lives to sit around and do nothing with our lives. im here for a different reason! to say how much i'll miss my SISSY ANNIEEE!! i wish her the best of luckk and im sure she will have so much fun. . life comes at you fast.. sooner than we know it.. we'll be i nthat position.. heading of to school!! woww.. crAZYY but totally awesome.

school is back insession! not the best of things but i try to make the best of it.. since i spend 7 hours there. might as well make it worth it. haha idont make sense. do i ever// i better get some sleep! final dya tomorrow with the big sister whom i'll miss like caRAZZYYY!

:) beginning anything is always nerve-wracking, endings are often sad, and frequently heart-rending, and there will be many throughout your life. but in truth it's the part in between, what happened there and what you did there, that really counts.

i'd miss you even if i never met you.

Mon, 20 Jun 2005 16:46:39 GMT

i can't even say how long it has been since i've written in here.. like 2..3 months?! that myspace stuff really gets addicting. <3. this summer has been amazing and i've realized how much i love my friends <3. i still have half of my summer and i cannot wait to see what's in store.

-"The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it." -

hoLLa backk giRl!

Mon, 04 Apr 2005 00:16:53 GMT

morp was very fun..!! i had so much fun with everyone and dancing with everyone it was so much funn..!!!

. i miss ally and alyssa soo much i have been counting down the days to when they come home.. but i guess they say that absence makes the heart grow fonder <3 and i cannot wait for school to end..

summer..

.you're too old if the music's too loud.

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 04:10:12 GMT

SATURDAY- MORP!!

It’s just a ride

Sun, 13 Mar 2005 15:01:56 GMT

MEXICO- TOMORROW!!

.i would miss you even if i never met you.

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 00:32:36 GMT

this week is almost over and im so ready for break! there have been many ups and downs. this week was so weird to me, just i felt like i wasn't doing the things i was really doing.. haha weird?!

-allison goodman i LOVE your teeth they are SO BEAUTIFUL ((AMBER AND MORGAN>>EVERYONE YOUR TEETH ARE BEAUTIFUL!! hehe )) and im so sorry for you :) im here and i love you so much and i hate sad things i love you with all my heart you are the best!! <3 <3 <3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just want to leave arizona and get out. so MEXICOO here i come

you make me feel less crazy when otherwise I'd drown

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 17:58:54 GMT

I HAD THE BEST BIRTHDAY!! THANK YOU EVERYONE YOU GUYS MADE IT SOO MUCH FUN! AND MY FrIENDS ARE THE BESTT I LOVE YOU GIRLS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They love to tell you "stay inside the lines"..But something's better On the other side

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 05:03:41 GMT

heyy!! sorry i haven't updated in a while.. i got stuck in the myspace crowd and now its blah so i came back to this source!! my life is good.. track is a blast and i love it <3

-my friends complete my freaking life and mexico is in like 13 days??!!i think... but whenever it is.. im excited, i need a break and just to relax and absorbb the sunn :) and allison and sam: i will walk how ever many miles to your hott beach house and maybe i'll make it by friday!! haha :) it will be funn!!

well i have to go study geometry-- darn but its ok, tomorrow is friday, as always- the best day of the week!!!!

And right now All your dreams are waking up, And right now I wish I could follow you To the shores Of freedom, Where no one lives... You're the honey and the moon that lights up my night

-"The tragedy of life is not that it ends so soon, but that we wait so long to begin it." - so go out and have funn everyone <3 ((i want to dance the night away))

i really wanna zig a zig zahh

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 01:55:03 GMT

spring break in mexicoo!!!

i lovee the rain, and tomorrow is friday

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 05:09:47 GMT

If I had my life to live over..anonymous .i would have talked less and listened more. .i would have invited my friends over for dinner, even if the carpet was stained, or the sofa faded. .i would have sat on the lawn with my grass stains. .i would have cried less and laughed less while watching television, and more while watching life. .i would have never bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a life time. but most of all..given another shot at life, i would seize every minute...look at it and really see it. live it. and never give it back. stop sweating the small stuf.. dont worry about who doesn't like you, who has more, or who's doing what.

tomorrow is friday-the best day of the week.

no school mondayy!!! superb!!!!!!!

come down now..but we'll stay

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 23:01:02 GMT

Coronation is tonight fooLs!!! <3

Fri, 11 Feb 2005 03:31:07 GMT

i am soo excited for coronation!!.i cant even put it into words.. tomorrow's half day.. life is just goodd and most of all..

I absolutely POSItively 100 percently LOOVVEEE MYYY GIRLS! YESSSSSSS

i'm shakin' shhhakin up shhhakin..shahakin uppp!

lets be friends

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 03:24:55 GMT

life is just good right now.. and it makes my days awesome
track started..diving ended
coronation is this saturday.. im soo psyched and soo excited!
and i just love my friends. they're the best <3!

it started out with a kiss how did it end up like this.

Thu, 03 Feb 2005 03:24:41 GMT

'life's too short to sweat the little things'

beautiful soul

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 04:51:35 GMT

do something everyday that scares you.. lets see, i accomplished at least that today, that's what i go through mentally everyday in diving but i just have to get over it and feel good about myself. diving was good.. still a bit on the chilly side but it's soo much fun. school is going much better and i have all A's in my classes.. i was very happy about that and i feel like i've worked my butt off, but i still have to keep working to keep them upp. ahh! and i've come to the realization that taking honors classes and trying to be at the top of the class is nothing as important to just having fun in highschool and enjoying new experiences.. taking math and science and working my butt off to keep hopping through these hoops that are way too high for me will do nothing for majoring in music.. so why push myself and make my life stressfull trying to make it through these honors classes of math when they won't benefit me in the long run, and it's made me feel a lot better about myself and everything is just going good right now, and i hope it continues.. i absolutely love my friends.. and my family is great

i feel like a loser who's all cheesy writing all this but this is what this is for.. right?! haha well i'll quit talking and i'd be surprised if anyone read this cause i wouldn't even read it myself..

-life's not always fair-

<3

..just in one of "those" moods.. :)

Fri, 28 Jan 2005 01:17:46 GMT

There comes a time when you must stand alone. You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams. You must be willing to make sacrifices. You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved. Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged. There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better. Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by. Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life. Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way.

inspire me. <3

Thu, 27 Jan 2005 21:49:43 GMT

tomorrow's friday.. the week went by incredibly fast.. yEsss

i wish it was suMMer!!

Mon, 24 Jan 2005 23:58:21 GMT

today supposedly (hah thanks jennifer) is supposed to be the worst day of the year according to "researchers and such" haha but the morning was so so but they rest of my day was really good..just refreshing and yeah it was just a good day! after school i went with my loves over to RUbIO's and then to frozen custard which was a bad idea for me.. i felt really full, i need to learn to not eat when i'm not hungry.. not a good habit to pick up~ but it was a good day for me to start out my week with.. so i'm happy :)

love, laura!

yess and i do wish so badly it was summer! and i was inspired by ally to do all these colors so thanks my love <3

yESsss

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 20:40:56 GMT

I've forgotten what it feels like to feel normal To be normal...but i'm

I'm sha sha shakin, sha shakin' I'm sha sha shakin, I'm shakin' now!!

.i'm bouncing off the walls. :)

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 16:30:26 GMT

this weekend was very fun!

i went to watch lauren play at her game on friday and she did sooo amazingly well! & i hung out with marie. then i got a facial from my aunt for christmas so i had that yesterday morning. and then went over to alyssa's for a little bit to celebrate her birthday!! and today's sunday and i don't know what i'm doing yet. i have a lot of hw so i'm going to try to get that finished and then see what everyone's up to.

<3 laura!

Sat, 22 Jan 2005 19:00:17 GMT

.party today!..sweet im so excited!!!!!!!!

i love you alyssa darling and i'm so happy and it's your birthday in like 3 days~ holy moly!

im pumped and ready to partaayy hardaay!

<3

i'm more than you think.i'm not here to follow a crowd, i'm here to be something other than ordinary

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 22:22:45 GMT

((that saying at the top explains a lot of how i'm feeling and that's why i created it))

life was pretty good to me today. a lot of thinking has been going on and i feel like i hold in my emotions too much and i just act ways that i'm not really feeling, which really isn't good because then i just explodee. burst like a bubble. but i got my burst out yesterday and my mom was there for mmeee and i love her and i just like when someone listens to you and they dont judge you, and they are just there for you, a lot of times that doesn't happen with people i know. emotions are flying high and some people get me soo confused, they're all over the place, and it makes me think if they really like me.. or am i just there, just there to use and walk all over. ?? dont know, but it feels good to cry and get everything out once and a while. it really helps.
but all the frustration is out now and i feel much better.. i think i will go write in my journal ((my real one)) that helps a lot too.

spend each day as if it was your last.. :)

((LauRa))*

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 14:06:24 GMT

!.brand new day.!

hopefully better than yesterday! :)

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 23:13:00 GMT

soOOo frustrating!!